don't know exactly what to write about.

i'm... tired. let's say that.

i can't stop thinking about one of the biggest jerks alive and definitely the worst guy ive ever dated. i want to do things i know im not allowed to. im restless. im tired but i dont want to sleep. i want to run.. anywhere. i want to take a walk and just keep going. what should i do? what CAN i do?
i can't stand not knowing.
im uncomfortable. not in my body. in my mind, i cant think exactly straight. im confused. im worried. im... ugh, every bad descriptive word you can think of.

somethings wrong. it's just me, i know it, but i hate it. i know what's wrong, too. im just having an off day. but it upsets me. haha. i havent had my brownie fix today... i want it. now.
no.
i want him in GENERAL.
im tired. ive been so tired of waiting... and now that the chance is here, what am i doing? sitting. here. WAITING.

hmm. could that be what's wrong? maybe it's one thing.


im already tired of writing. lay-tah