at the moment, im in the middle... i'm not super-sad, but i'm not elated with life. i hurt someone so badly, and i feel awful. but they seem to be at least sober about it now... that cheers me up. and i have a reason to be happy, but i can't be completely satisfied when the most important person isn't perfectly happy... i just hope everything will smooth out for as long as it lasts, and that it can ultimately be all right when it's through.
in other news, my cell phone has been taken by the school. i didn't do it this time, either!!! ok so i used to take gymnastics and i LOVED it--my favorite thing is the bars! i love to climb things, trees, poles, whatevs. so i went to hang upside down on the pull up bar in the little gym @ my school, but im like o snap my fones in my pocket! itll fall out and die if its in my pocket! so i gave it to my friend (for privacy's sake lets call her casey) n went n hung upside down. so i was hangin there, relaxin (yes im weird bite me :P) n girl (lets call her megan) walks up shes like "casey lost ur fone to the teacher!" and i FLIP. i hop down i go over to her im like WHAT!?! YOU LOST MY PHONE!!?!?? she was kinda scared i think haha she was like "dnt wrry ill get it back dnt worry!" n in my head im just like psh u cant get it back till the end of the day but i was just like ugh watev. long as i dnt get into trouble. so, i still don't have it and am so mad b/c i cant txt anyone....................... which is posing a problem this day in particular. but anyway. ill get it back tom morn. so itll b all good. just hope tom comes faster. haha.
well now i feel in a green mood... and ykno after writing things out, i'm a bit above the middle. i'm not so down now. i hope the feeling spreads<3
good night Hielo<3... and good night, rest of the world!
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